Saturday, May 8th was our day of rollercoaster emotions. I think everything just hit us like a ton of bricks today. I woke up with the Oh S*^# feeling. I just couldn't believe it was real.
It is so very hard to see my husband cry. Every time he would look at her it would bring a teat to his eye. When Mark and I felt our emotions boiling over we tried to leave the room as we didn't want Gracie to see us upset. She needs us to be strong.
Looking at Gracie right now....she's just our normal happy Gracie. Its hard to believe that something so evil is growing inside her precious body. We've also had that emotion..."its just not fair." She's been through so much....why this too.
The absolute joy to our day was when Uncle Matt and Aunt Lena and our beautiful niece and nephew came to visit. They brought so much needed happiness to our day. Most of the visit I just sat back and tried to absorb it all. I watched my husband run around the yard chasing all the kids. I almost cried then. Life is good at this moment and I have to grab that by the horns.
After everyone left....I broke down like I hadn't before. After observing just a wonderful evening......I just dont wont things to change! I want my beautiful Gracie to be healthy!!
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